Well we're gonna jump back to the here and now yet again.
I've been in kind of a crappy place for the last three weeks or so. I have reached the highest highs and the lowest lows, sometimes within 15 minutes of each other.
So I faceplanted off the wagon. And when I mess up I do it spectacularly! I convinced myself that I could drink as long as I wasn't depressed. Guess how well that worked out for me? Not so much....
Right before this point in time I was FINALLY getting to a place where I liked myself and had some self esteem. Then like the retard that I am I let someone into my head who made me doubt myself.
No one ever said that the rude girl's road would be a straight path. There have been many twists and turns and lots of construction on the way. I swear this road will end up somewhere resembling happiness!
I want to send all the love I have to you dear readers! I am going to pick myself up out of the gutter, dust off my skinned knees and bruised heart, stand tall and continue walking!
As always thanks for listening and God bless!