Friday, August 8, 2014

Bully

Well, those of you who know me, know that I have had one screwed up day.
I have seen the news stories about cyberbullying. I thought that it was cruel children. How was I to know that everyone is susceptible to this cruelty. Myself included.
I posted on a local discussion group on facebook the other day. Basically saying that I am tired of heroin headlines and Richmond needs to get off its ass, and offer a legitimate rehab center to help addicts get help and out of the cycle. BIG MISTAKE! I woke up to my friends sending me screenshots of this gem.....


Alrighty then.....
The news article I shared has this thing's niece in it. Yes, I know the girl, all I did was try to constructively bring people's attention to an existing problem. I have been drug through the mud all day long. Outrageous lies! As in I was the one who drowned Allison and that I smoke crack on the regular. I know it's completely ridiculous, but this bothers me A LOT! What gives anyone who doesn't even know me the right to torture me like this?!

I have nothing to hide, which is obvious by this blog. I have shared the good, the bad, and the REALLY ugly with you. Because I believe in taking responsibility for yourself. This is the first step to recovery, and one you CAN'T skip. I shared a newspaper article, this is my sin.
I have done things, SHAMEFUL things, which are all a matter of public record. Why am I so hurt about a stranger and a bunch of obviously crazy people talking about me?


Because I am a human, and no one likes being hated or judged by strangers. Perhaps I shouldn't have posted it, but I am dealing in facts here. I just want people to get the help they need. It wasn't there for me, and it's a blue-eyed miracle that I was able to overcome.
You know the worst of me, and God bless you all, you still think I'm a worthy human being! For those who took up for me today, thank you! I am NOT innocent, not by a long shot, but I do right by everyone now. At the end of the day, isn't that what matters?
As always, thanks for listening and God bless!