I am SOOO stupid! I can't even find the words...
I thought I had something approaching real, but he was afraid of being a dick and chose tonight to let it all out. Guess I was too aggressive and now I am alone again.
I can't believe the mean shit that was thrown on me, but it's honest so how can I be mad?!
I am going to keep my heart on lockdown from now on, I am in a BAD space kittykats. I really thought I was liked and now know how bad I suck! I have been told it's not me, but hard to believe it now. The gravel from the alley is digging into every crevice of my heart!
Time to stay home, huh?
As always thanks for listening and God bless!