Still missing the guy but I had a REALLY good night!
Went out with some old band geek friends to a bar in Hagerstown and listened to a bad 80s cover band. That was not even the point.
I have not been out with girlfriends for so long, I forgot what it was like to just let loose. I danced and would have liked to make out with a random cute boy, but slim pickings in Hagerstown. Plus I had no desire as I could not get "him" outta my head! Stupid huh, but I am nothing if not a one man woman. If I am with you, I do not spread it around elsewhere! I am nothing if not faithful and I will be till you tell me to fuck off!
So I came home alone, but I am still in great spirits! I am really starting to realize how much Jamie rocks, my confidence is rising for the first time in forever. I am starting to see I can make myself happy. No man needed, although it doesn't hurt to have one around! My bite marks are fading and so is he, makes me sad!
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As always thanks for listening and God bless!